suddenly

It's not finalized yet, but my oral exam probably will be on 7/23. I think that's a reasonable timing, but I just can't focus on studying anymore. 



I am tired of logical thinking, tired of scientific writing, tired of trying to be a scientist. I guess the process is just too long, all my patience is gone (although being patient is never my thing). 



Anyways, one more week to go! I will force myself to concentrate and try to finish this never-ending torture. If it's gonna happen again, I will die!!